So I took part in Blind World Collab. Here's our team entry:

https://plasmarift.newgrounds.com/news/post/1486073

https://plasmarift.newgrounds.com/news/post/1486075

Maybe it's better to make a closing thoughts post after the collab results, but I want to express my gratitude and release some emotions while they are fresh.

First of all, huge thanks to @jamriot for organizing and hosting this collab!

Next, HUGE thanks and HUGE apologies to the team - @plasmarift, @thenorf, @hekillzalot You were awesome!

I am genuinely surprised we managed to finish the submission, and for the most part it is my own fault. It was the first time for all of us to take part in this sort of collab, and somehow I took a role of organizing the team. As you can guess, it did not end well. I really failed to contribute enough time to the collab. The reasons were both objective and subjective but anyway the progress was really slow and unstable. By some point I started literally hating myself for ruining this opportunity not only for me but for others, so I mentally slapped myself in the face and forced myself to sit and work on it. I am really sorry for such a bad management.

As a result, we had almost no time for deep proofreading. Also, my parts ended rough and I feel like they don't convey all the ideas I originally wanted to implement. I still hope that it was enjoyable to read.

But despite all the procrastination and worries, I feel taking part in this was still a good and very useful experience. I understand my own workflow better (relating to creativity, not my daily job). Also I tried a bunch of instruments that will be of use later.

So, yeah, once again, huge thanks team and sorry for being such a poor teamlead. I promise I will do better next time.